not being able to talk to anybody about something important to you is pure agony. being secretive can be a positive natural talent, but it *does* eat you up inside if there’s no outlet or if you find you can’t talk about it because you fear that it’ll get you in trouble.
yes, i currently think george orwell is a genius.
i’m going to have to look for my paper journals so that i can write the really personal stuff. it’s a good thing we have a week off from school, then.