let me just digress from my usual movie review/political posts to say this:
i am not well.
of all the sicknesses i had to get, it had to be THIS.
i am forced to take pills when i have never taken pills of this size before
and i am scared shitless.
please please please pray i get over this fear of swallowing pills.
please please please pray that my tongue lets the pills pass.
please please please get me through this.
i will not cry.
i will be strong.