I’ve been hovering between dedication and abhorrence for work lately. I have never been this lazy to go to work. Trying to figure out why is like popping a pimple.
Actually no. It was just the first thing that entered my mind.
I’ve gone past the 7-year itch phase, (that period in your life when you reach 7 years at work and you want to do something else, right?) so I feel like this itch isn’t about teaching. Then I think maybe it’s the environment? That I need a change? But I just moved here last school year, so it can’t be that, right?
Or maybe it’s the age thing. Hitting 30 is a milestone, but at one point I felt (sometimes I still do) that I have been nothing but a
failure disappointment to myself.
Oh lord look at all this self-loathing and drama. I think I know what’s coming up.